[A testament to the work of God as visible and breaking through walls in me throughout the past week]
I said, "My
Lord, why won't you break through my chains and free me from them?"
And He
said to me, "Fix your eyes on me, not your sins and shortcomings and
failures."
And I
saw God was so much greater than my chains and I was ashamed to call His power
insufficient.
I
said, "You said You have broken my chains, and I see that parts are in
pieces, but I can't seem to let go of them—they weigh down my feet as I shuffle
along, and my back is bent under the load."
He
said, "My child, you are free."
I
replied, "I know, but I can't seem to feel this freedom!" And
suddenly I saw that the chains were not bound to me but I was grabbing them
from the ground and laying them over myself till I groaned from the weight.